Overcome Evil with Good.

Honestly, SO confused right now.  For the 2nd time this year, my car was egged last night.  This was actually the 2nd time in the past two months.  and what's worse is that I have NO IDEA who is doing it.  I'm not really the type of person that speaks out about stuff like this.  I feel it's better to keep quiet and wait because eventually someone will tell someone else that they did it and it will come out in the end who actually did it.

This happened to me a lot in high school.  The first time, my brother and sister's dad caught a former friend of mine sneaking around in my front yard around 2 in the morning while I was away visiting ETSU.  She left and when I confronted her about it, she basically denied it and said she was never there so I just let it go because no harm was actually done.  The second time, while I was in cheerleading practice after school, people put zipties all over my car and put a dead, gutted coyote on top of it.  I found it when I got out of practice and again...just blew it off because there was no damage done.  Just immature girls and I wasn't willing to let that get to me.  The third time, my mom found that my car had been wrote on and she just wiped it off before I woke up for school the next morning.  But when I got to school, I was called to the office first thing.  They had taken it so far as to write my name and various other things on our sign in front of our school.  This was it for me.  I was over it.

Since then, I have isolated myself from girls a lot!  But now that this is happening I don't really know who to point fingers at.  It makes me angry because before, it wasn't really anything that caused permanent damage but now it is.  I just don't understand who hates me enough to think about me this frequently when I clearly don't care enough about them to even have any idea who it could be.  So I'm just going to pray that God gives me the answers I need and the maturity to handle this whole situation with grace and maybe it will end.

"Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good." --Romans 12:21

xx - Ashley